You knew, I knew, and it didn’t scare me. With all of me
Tag Archives: Love
“No Ice”
The first few glasses had ice, to mellow the drink. It had one large cube to start, and I watched it melt away as I refilled the glass. Now I am in several drinks, and I see the metaphor as it applies to Kitten and I. One Large cube at the beginning, mellowing everything that …
I Don’t Need Her
That may sound harsh, but hear me out. I have learned over the last year I can survive alone. I can make things work on my end. I can persevere, I can fight for myself. Now, ask me if I still wanter her. Without question, the answer is yes. Yes, over and over again. I …
“How Are You, Honestly?”
That wasn’t really a question I was ready for, but Kitten asked. We were talking about how she was feeling better, in general. How she has let more anger go, how she is just trying to be happy today. I am happy for her, I really am. But, I wasn’t ready for the question. I …
You Never Stop Learning….
It is amazing how you can know someone for so long, and be so close and think you have an amazing grasp on certain things about them. I learned, last night, that you never stop learning about someone you love and are close too. The lesson didn’t come easy, and it sucked how it had …
Just Wanna Go Home…..
Have you ever just wanted to go home. Maybe it was a long business trip. Maybe it was a long road trip. But you eventually get to the point where you just want to go home. Home, for me, is more of a feeling than a place. I have lived where I am at for …
You Ever Hear a Song?
That song that sometimes says exactly what you feel? I have been feeling better and better, even still. Angel and I have been talking more normal, which has been amazing. Even this week, when she is crazy busy and we aren’t talking alot, it is still more normal. She is going out of her way …
“Can I Come Into The Out Now?”
When Angel sent me this today, I didn’t even think Angel meant this in regards how we interact when she sent that meme. I honestly thought it was a Covid-19 Meme about things not being open. Once Angel has her mind set on something, she usually doesn’t relent on it until she feels it is …
“I’m Glad You’re Doing OK”
Angel texted me again today, to check on me. I know she is worried, I know she is fully aware of how all of this hurts for me still. I know she cares enough to check on me. I guess, I am doing ok. I told her I was in so many words. But, it …
More About The Unknown
I was thinking alot about my post I wrote about the unknown. I was thinking about how scary the unknown truly is. About control and lack of control. It got me to think about the first time Angel and I kissed and made love. You see, Angel and I met online. We went so many …
Mind of Sir 