She has been for a few weeks now, I knew it. As I said in previous posts, my only job now is to be here when I can, when she lets me. The move has taken its toll, it wasn’t really what she wanted to do. Now, she is just miserable. I know Kitten, she […]
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“How Hard You Can Get Hit”
Life has an incredible was to know when to throw a punch at you, doesn’t it. You are dragging yourself back to your feet, or maybe steadying yourself and it comes in like an uppercut. That has been the last few weeks it seems. The last 24 hours, I caught another one in the chin. […]
Shoulda, Coulda
I reflect a lot. I find for me that in life, you can’t look past mistakes and not learn. I also feel that even when you think you have figured something out, it isn’t a bad idea to go back and just go over things. Not in a way that you beat yourself up, but […]
I Know Better
I know I am not supposed to miss her still. I know that we gave it our best, even the last time, where we tried for this submission only relationship, where Kitten wasn’t my significant other and I wasn’t hers. I know the week or so we spent last time, was supposed to be just […]
NOVEMBER RAIN
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SbUC-UaAxE I don’t own this, nor do I make money from it. Just feeling it. When I look into your eyesI can see a love restrainedBut darlin’ when I hold youDon’t you know I feel the same Nothin’ lasts foreverAnd we both know hearts can changeAnd it’s hard to hold a candleIn the cold November […]
Deeper and Deeper
I haven’t had the chance to write the last week and a half. But, it isn’t for bad reasons. I have been busy with good things. Spending a lot of time with Kitten, virtually, and just enjoying my day to day. Kitten and I have made some good progress in our D/s relationship, and it […]
Know When Too Dom, And When Not Too
So, overall as Kitten and I venture down this new, and not so new, road of our Dom/Sub relationship it has gone better than imagined. It honestly, has been amazing. We are more happy and open about things, we are surely enjoying our roles together. But, given our history, there is some parts that can […]
Kitten Makes Me Proud
The first few days of Kitten and I discussing, and moving back into a D/s relationship was not perfect. I knew there would be apprehension and fear on her part, I knew I would have stress on my part. I also knew, that she is an amazing submissive, that once she said she would try, […]
Well, That Was Quick
So, not even 72 hours into Kitten agreeing to try with me again, I made a rather large mistake. It was a mistake, it wasn’t intentional. Kitten knows both of these things, but it didn’t change the fact that I did something without considering her first. I didn’t ask her, I didn’t discuss with her, […]
I Am A Dom Again
Sort of, I got myself a Brat. My last Sub was a bit of a brat too, but this one is a little more of a brat, I think, and I really enjoy it. She is beautiful, and sexy and so far very obedient, even in her own bratty way. There is no relationship attachment. […]
