She has been for a few weeks now, I knew it. As I said in previous posts, my only job now is to be here when I can, when she lets me. The move has taken its toll, it wasn't really what she wanted to do. Now, she is just miserable. I know Kitten, she [...]
“How Hard You Can Get Hit”
Life has an incredible was to know when to throw a punch at you, doesn't it. You are dragging yourself back to your feet, or maybe steadying yourself and it comes in like an uppercut. That has been the last few weeks it seems. The last 24 hours, I caught another one in the chin. [...]
Shoulda, Coulda
I reflect a lot. I find for me that in life, you can't look past mistakes and not learn. I also feel that even when you think you have figured something out, it isn't a bad idea to go back and just go over things. Not in a way that you beat yourself up, but [...]
I Know Better
I know I am not supposed to miss her still. I know that we gave it our best, even the last time, where we tried for this submission only relationship, where Kitten wasn't my significant other and I wasn't hers. I know the week or so we spent last time, was supposed to be just [...]
Song of the Day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBduQb1S-4s I do not own this video, nor profit We weren't kids, but the rest was true. 4 years..... We used to chase that Chattanooga freightCouple of kids in a ChevroletCatch a little air when we cross the tracksSipping on something from a paper sackYou hang your shirt on that maple limbSlipping through the moon [...]
Been a Hard 24 Hours
But, Enjoy Flake by Jack Johnson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fa_MLOQyMI Feeling it I know she said, it's alrightYou can make it up next timeI know she knows, it's not rightThere ain't no use in lyingMaybe she thinks I know somethingMaybe, maybe she thinks it's fineMaybe she knows something I don'tI'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of [...]
NOVEMBER RAIN
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SbUC-UaAxE I don't own this, nor do I make money from it. Just feeling it. When I look into your eyesI can see a love restrainedBut darlin' when I hold youDon't you know I feel the same Nothin' lasts foreverAnd we both know hearts can changeAnd it's hard to hold a candleIn the cold November [...]
Deeper and Deeper
I haven’t had the chance to write the last week and a half. But, it isn’t for bad reasons. I have been busy with good things. Spending a lot of time with Kitten, virtually, and just enjoying my day to day. Kitten and I have made some good progress in our D/s relationship, and it [...]
Sub Homework, Building a Bond
My First go around as a Dom, I did alot of research. I also tried to use what I learned through research to try and better the bond between Kitten and I. When it came to homework, I was hit and miss. I was trying to do too much some days, and not enough on [...]
Know When Too Dom, And When Not Too
So, overall as Kitten and I venture down this new, and not so new, road of our Dom/Sub relationship it has gone better than imagined. It honestly, has been amazing. We are more happy and open about things, we are surely enjoying our roles together. But, given our history, there is some parts that can [...]
