I got myself a Brat. My last Sub was a bit of a brat too, but this one is a little more of a brat, I think, and I really enjoy it. She is beautiful, and sexy and so far very obedient, even in her own bratty way. There is no relationship attachment. We are [...]
You Never Stop Learning….
It is amazing how you can know someone for so long, and be so close and think you have an amazing grasp on certain things about them. I learned, last night, that you never stop learning about someone you love and are close too. The lesson didn’t come easy, and it sucked how it had [...]
What If I Fail?
I have spoken numerous times about the fear of the unknown. Both as a Dom and not as a Dom. As a Dom, there are many avenues you "could" fail at. During a Session, collar on with Angel, I only really "failed" one time. I owned it. I felt terrible for a short time, but [...]
Not my Quote
"Every problem exists within a frame of mind which determines its available analysis and solutions. If that frame is narrowed, no matter how noble or ideological the intent, it is likely that the answers produced will be at variance with reality."Unknown
Just Wanna Go Home…..
Have you ever just wanted to go home. Maybe it was a long business trip. Maybe it was a long road trip. But you eventually get to the point where you just want to go home. Home, for me, is more of a feeling than a place. I have lived where I am at for [...]
September, Maybe?
Just 48 hours ago, Angel and I were having another conversation about emotions and feelings. We discussed our relationship again, where I went wrong and what I have learned. It was actually very positive and productive, and not at all contentious. Even spots that were hard, we were frank and discussed it probably better than [...]
Somedays I Don’t Wanna Think
Ever have one of those days where every task, even simple, seems hard. Or like every decision is a headache and for no real reason. Not even in an angry or sad day. Just one of those "I don't want to adult" days. Outside of some weird knee pain, it was a good day. A [...]
Worth Having
True words I was watching Scrubs today. I always enjoyed it, it made me laugh alot. This quote got me a little in a good way. Especially if you watch the exchange after Here. Nothing worth having is easy. I think most can agree. We often look for the simple answer, especially when we are [...]
It Is Still Right There
When I started writing this blog, as many may know, it was about my BDSM relationship with Angel. Since then, it has become a weird therapeutic rant page. The last 6 months have been some of the most stressful and emotional time that I have lived in my life. But, through it all, that now [...]
You Ever Hear a Song?
That song that sometimes says exactly what you feel? I have been feeling better and better, even still. Angel and I have been talking more normal, which has been amazing. Even this week, when she is crazy busy and we aren't talking alot, it is still more normal. She is going out of her way [...]
