I know when Kitten is missing the comfort in us. I know when she is missing the peace and tranquility of submission, probably before she does. It is when she is beyond stressed, when work and life nag at her constantly. When everything is happening at once, and she has to handle all of it. …
Reasons To Write
I haven't written for a while. Kitten used to tell me when I would get frustrated or miss her to write about it. It was a great motivation, back when she was my submissive and I was craving her. But, that's not why I haven't written, I still miss her and even crave her. I …
Are You Ok?
She asked me that after she sent a song, Push by Matchbox 20, and asked if I thought it was about BDSM. That song triggered the algorithm in my phone of other songs that reminded me of having my Kitten in my hands. To hold her in may hands, to protect her, and to give …
It Gets Easier
It doesn't matter what sort of interpersonal relationship you are in, couples, friends, family or even work, when you and another person are understanding each other better, you communicate better. when you communicate better, you understand each other better. Does that mean everything will be sunshine and roses all the time? No, clearly that is …
Comms Check…..
It is amazing how your intent versus what is communicated can be way off in a statement. Kitten tonight shared something that related to her situation, and she has had a rough week. We have been talking a lot this week, and she has let me help a little more. But, I am still not …
Thought For The Day
You knew, I knew, and it didn't scare me. With all of me
“No Ice”
The first few glasses had ice, to mellow the drink. It had one large cube to start, and I watched it melt away as I refilled the glass. Now I am in several drinks, and I see the metaphor as it applies to Kitten and I. One Large cube at the beginning, mellowing everything that …
“Sober” by Tool
It has been a while since I posted, especially music. Been a weird and tough few days, but I am alive. So, Todays mood is "Sober" by Tool: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oO6m-WuYXRQ There's a shadow just behind me,Shrouding every step I take,Making every promise empty,Pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butlerWho upon the finger rests.Murder now …
Who Do You Miss More?
I used to ask myself this, when Kitten and I first broke up. Then I realized they are one and the same. My "Baby" is Kitten, and Kitten is my "Baby". I miss them both, but I can't have Kitten without having my Baby, the woman she is, the woman I adore. We have talked …
I Don’t Need Her
That may sound harsh, but hear me out. I have learned over the last year I can survive alone. I can make things work on my end. I can persevere, I can fight for myself. Now, ask me if I still wanter her. Without question, the answer is yes. Yes, over and over again. I …
