The first few glasses had ice, to mellow the drink. It had one large cube to start, and I watched it melt away as I refilled the glass. Now I am in several drinks, and I see the metaphor as it applies to Kitten and I. One Large cube at the beginning, mellowing everything that …
“Sober” by Tool
It has been a while since I posted, especially music. Been a weird and tough few days, but I am alive. So, Todays mood is "Sober" by Tool: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oO6m-WuYXRQ There's a shadow just behind me,Shrouding every step I take,Making every promise empty,Pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butlerWho upon the finger rests.Murder now …
Who Do You Miss More?
I used to ask myself this, when Kitten and I first broke up. Then I realized they are one and the same. My "Baby" is Kitten, and Kitten is my "Baby". I miss them both, but I can't have Kitten without having my Baby, the woman she is, the woman I adore. We have talked …
I Don’t Need Her
That may sound harsh, but hear me out. I have learned over the last year I can survive alone. I can make things work on my end. I can persevere, I can fight for myself. Now, ask me if I still wanter her. Without question, the answer is yes. Yes, over and over again. I …
I Miss Her Lips
I know, I am a "dom". I know that a lot of this blog has been getting my "Kitten" back, and having my submissive. But, I miss her kiss. I miss her lips against mine. I miss how she tastes. I miss those purest of moments, where we are kissing and the world stop. I …
Guilty As Charged
Yes! Please! Nothing more, this says it all!
Not My Normal Speed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRP8d7hhpoQ I don't not own rights, now earn money from this song. Performed and owned by Pentatonix This song hit me hard when I heard it. I have heard several versions, but this one got me. It reminds me a lot of Kitten. The spiritual references aside, the story with in is fitting. Well, I …
Iris
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdYWuo9OFAw I do not own the rights, nor profit. I just miss my Kitten And I'd give up forever to touch you'Cause I know that you feel me somehowYou're the closest to heaven that I'll ever beAnd I don't wanna go home right now And all I can taste is this momentAnd all I can …
Here Without You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q This is by 3 doors down, I do not own the rights nor profit. Just fits my life A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty faceA thousand lies have made me colderAnd I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles …
It’s Been A While
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ I don't own the rights, I don't make money. It is just a song to how I feel And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And …
Mind of Sir 