I used to ask myself this, when Kitten and I first broke up. Then I realized they are one and the same. My "Baby" is Kitten, and Kitten is my "Baby". I miss them both, but I can't have Kitten without having my Baby, the woman she is, the woman I adore. We have talked …
I Don’t Need Her
That may sound harsh, but hear me out. I have learned over the last year I can survive alone. I can make things work on my end. I can persevere, I can fight for myself. Now, ask me if I still wanter her. Without question, the answer is yes. Yes, over and over again. I …
I Miss Her Lips
I know, I am a "dom". I know that a lot of this blog has been getting my "Kitten" back, and having my submissive. But, I miss her kiss. I miss her lips against mine. I miss how she tastes. I miss those purest of moments, where we are kissing and the world stop. I …
Guilty As Charged
Yes! Please! Nothing more, this says it all!
Not My Normal Speed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LRP8d7hhpoQ I don't not own rights, now earn money from this song. Performed and owned by Pentatonix This song hit me hard when I heard it. I have heard several versions, but this one got me. It reminds me a lot of Kitten. The spiritual references aside, the story with in is fitting. Well, I …
Iris
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdYWuo9OFAw I do not own the rights, nor profit. I just miss my Kitten And I'd give up forever to touch you'Cause I know that you feel me somehowYou're the closest to heaven that I'll ever beAnd I don't wanna go home right now And all I can taste is this momentAnd all I can …
Here Without You
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q This is by 3 doors down, I do not own the rights nor profit. Just fits my life A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty faceA thousand lies have made me colderAnd I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles …
It’s Been A While
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ I don't own the rights, I don't make money. It is just a song to how I feel And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And …
Even Still, I Miss Her
God, I want to grab her throat. I want her to look me in the eyes, and show me the look she gets when she is both in love and submitting. I want her to look up at me and realize that she is most comfortable, submitted to me. We are apart, but we are …
Stagnant Sucks
I hate feeling stagnant. I hate spinning my wheels waiting for something to happen. I can plan and prep all day, but until other things happen, I am just forced to wait. It is infuriating. This is the longest time of my life where I didn't feel I was moving forward. Waiting for everything else …
