https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjNn4bbbgSw She calls me Goliath and I wear the David maskI guess the stones are coming too fast for her nowYou know I'd like to believe this nervousness will passAll the stones that are thrown are building up a wallI have become cumbersome to this worldI have become cumbersome to my girl I'd like to [...]
Crafted Purgatory
I crafted my own purgatory, this place where I wait in an expiatory state. Waiting outside the gates where my heaven lies, staring inside and trying to find the key to the lock that was now there, andThe lock I forged with her pain. I can see inside, I can see her and I can [...]
I’m Both of These, Ask Kitten
I hide in her when I have too I cant ever take my eyes off her, she is that hot!
It's Just Work
That has been my mantra over the last month. I should have adapted it a long, long time ago. I was always one of those people who my work was apart of me. It was part of my definition, it was a sense of pride in my life. It also, drained me in many ways. [...]
She Doesn't Know
She doesn't know how I see her, sure I can tell her over and over again. I can tell her I marvel at her and how she is the most amazing woman ever, but she doesn't know how much I mean it. I can tell her about her beauty, from her smile, to her amazing [...]
I Dream of Kitten
When Kitten and I first met I dreamt about her and us a lot. Some were deeply sexual, some were not. But it was so common, that if I went a few days without a dream of her or us it was odd. The dreams were less frequent over the past year. I certain had [...]
“I Love You and Miss You Too”
It's funny how you take some things for granted, even when you don't think you should and KNOW you shouldn't. Being told "I miss you" was I guess on that list of things. Kitten always tells me she loves me. Up until last month, she regularly told me she missed me too. It is good [...]
Schism by Tool
Over the last few days, I have been listening to alot of music. Some that is happy, some that puts me into thought. Some to just flush the soul, and others to remind me of who I am. Tool has made the playlist many times. If you don't know Tool, or maybe you know of [...]
It's Good to See Her Smile
It had been a while, since I saw Kitten have a full real smile. I got some pictures tonight from her trip, and it was just nice to see her smiling. I know the last few weeks has been unbearable for many reasons, so to see it warmed my heart. I guess it is the [...]
Answering Questions
"You aren't going to write anymore because I can't submissive?" Kitten asked me this morning after reading my post where I said I had to decide what to do with this blog now. I will keep writing, as this has been cathartic for me. But what to write about? Do I write about being a [...]
