I'm tried too, life does that. It finds a way to just be merciless at the exact wrong time. That is when you dig deeper, gnash your teeth & give life the finger. Then, when you take that next step, watch the fear in life's eyes as you charge on. Life can bruise, but not …
How People Judge You
The math doesn't always work The older I get, the more I find this to be true. I also try very hard to not do this to people who are important to me. Know yourself and how you treat others.
“How Are You, Honestly?”
That wasn't really a question I was ready for, but Kitten asked. We were talking about how she was feeling better, in general. How she has let more anger go, how she is just trying to be happy today. I am happy for her, I really am. But, I wasn't ready for the question. I …
Well…This Was True!
Funny, but true!
Today, Kitten Hurts
She has been for a few weeks now, I knew it. As I said in previous posts, my only job now is to be here when I can, when she lets me. The move has taken its toll, it wasn't really what she wanted to do. Now, she is just miserable. I know Kitten, she …
“How Hard You Can Get Hit”
Life has an incredible was to know when to throw a punch at you, doesn't it. You are dragging yourself back to your feet, or maybe steadying yourself and it comes in like an uppercut. That has been the last few weeks it seems. The last 24 hours, I caught another one in the chin. …
Shoulda, Coulda
I reflect a lot. I find for me that in life, you can't look past mistakes and not learn. I also feel that even when you think you have figured something out, it isn't a bad idea to go back and just go over things. Not in a way that you beat yourself up, but …
I Know Better
I know I am not supposed to miss her still. I know that we gave it our best, even the last time, where we tried for this submission only relationship, where Kitten wasn't my significant other and I wasn't hers. I know the week or so we spent last time, was supposed to be just …
Song of the Day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBduQb1S-4s I do not own this video, nor profit We weren't kids, but the rest was true. 4 years..... We used to chase that Chattanooga freightCouple of kids in a ChevroletCatch a little air when we cross the tracksSipping on something from a paper sackYou hang your shirt on that maple limbSlipping through the moon …
Been a Hard 24 Hours
But, Enjoy Flake by Jack Johnson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fa_MLOQyMI Feeling it I know she said, it's alrightYou can make it up next timeI know she knows, it's not rightThere ain't no use in lyingMaybe she thinks I know somethingMaybe, maybe she thinks it's fineMaybe she knows something I don'tI'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of …
