The last 2 days, Kitten and I have texted more than we have in months, since the last time I saw her, honestly. Now, it isn’t a sign of anything. No, I don’t have any delusions of granger, I won’t allow anything to be more, it unless she actually says something in that regard. I won’t push her in any way, I respect her too much and I care too much.
But, just to talk to her, is nice. To joke a little, laugh a little and share some of our day is nice. It is a reminder, of how she makes me feel. Even knowing where we are, she makes me feel great, just by talking. This isn’t progress, or anything like that. It won’t be, unless she changes her heart. But, it is fun, and I will enjoy all I can get. She makes me smile.