I can’t just pull you in, as much as I want too. I can’t force you back into submission, it has never worked that way. You have to put your hand out, so I can take it in mine and we can go there together. Not a visit, not to look at old pictures of …
Tag Archives: Kitten
Appreciating the Invaluable Person
I have talked in the past about communication. I have discussed how when someone is worth it, you will do everything to communicate with them, and actually hear them and have them hear you. Sometimes the world gives you a strange way of seeing that communication value. I know that perception of most Dom/sub relationships, …
Like a Vampire
I know when Kitten is missing the comfort in us. I know when she is missing the peace and tranquility of submission, probably before she does. It is when she is beyond stressed, when work and life nag at her constantly. When everything is happening at once, and she has to handle all of it. …
Reasons To Write
I haven’t written for a while. Kitten used to tell me when I would get frustrated or miss her to write about it. It was a great motivation, back when she was my submissive and I was craving her. But, that’s not why I haven’t written, I still miss her and even crave her. I …
It Is Just Nice
The last 2 days, Kitten and I have texted more than we have in months, since the last time I saw her, honestly. Now, it isn’t a sign of anything. No, I don’t have any delusions of granger, I won’t allow anything to be more, it unless she actually says something in that regard. I …
Ready For Action
I feel like that always. When she tells me she isn’t doing well, or having a bad stretch, I am ready. I want to be able to talk to her, listen to her, try to understand and maybe even help a little. She still fights it. She will tell me what’s wrong, and then when …
“How Are You, Honestly?”
That wasn’t really a question I was ready for, but Kitten asked. We were talking about how she was feeling better, in general. How she has let more anger go, how she is just trying to be happy today. I am happy for her, I really am. But, I wasn’t ready for the question. I …
Today, Kitten Hurts
She has been for a few weeks now, I knew it. As I said in previous posts, my only job now is to be here when I can, when she lets me. The move has taken its toll, it wasn’t really what she wanted to do. Now, she is just miserable. I know Kitten, she …
Shoulda, Coulda
I reflect a lot. I find for me that in life, you can’t look past mistakes and not learn. I also feel that even when you think you have figured something out, it isn’t a bad idea to go back and just go over things. Not in a way that you beat yourself up, but …
Been a Hard 24 Hours
But, Enjoy Flake by Jack Johnson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fa_MLOQyMI Feeling it I know she said, it’s alrightYou can make it up next timeI know she knows, it’s not rightThere ain’t no use in lyingMaybe she thinks I know somethingMaybe, maybe she thinks it’s fineMaybe she knows something I don’tI’m so, I’m so tired, I’m so tired of …
Mind of Sir 