When Angel sent me this today, I didn’t even think Angel meant this in regards how we interact when she sent that meme. I honestly thought it was a Covid-19 Meme about things not being open. Once Angel has her mind set on something, she usually doesn’t relent on it untul she feels it is […]
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Its good to hear her voice
Angel called today coming home from work. She sounded really good, and that made me happy. Light and up beat. It was also an amazing surprise, as I did not expect it. It made me super happy to hear her at all, nevermind hear her so upbeat and happy. Its the little things…the unexpected gifts, […]
More About The Unknown
I was thinking alot about my post I wrote about the unknown. I was thinking about how scary the unknown truly is. About control and lack of control. It got me to think about the first time Angel and I kissed and made love. You see, Angel and I met online. We went so many […]
Meme Slap To The Face
Didn’t expect to get meme slapped. But there is alot of truth to this. I did it alot last year and every once in a while catch myself still doing it. Don’t be your own worst enemy.
Fearing The Unknown
I think we all fear the unknown. Which is why we have a tendency to try to control everything around us that we can. We know that when that unknown finally shows up it can be amazing or absolutely tragic or sometimes change absolutely nothing. We keep fearing the unknown, because it is a risk. […]
Life Is Unrelenting, And a Bitch
I had my surgery last week to repair my knee. 2nd surgery on the same one in a year. I had hope this would be the last one, but my doctor isn’t so sure. I tried to make the best on it. Focus, recover and see what happens. I wasn’t thrilled at the news, but […]
Well….Called Out
I wasnt expected to be called out. But, this feels like an attack…..lol
Stop Overthinking, Stupid
That is what happened. and no, Angel didn’t call me stupid. I did, and rightfully so. I was overthinking, making assumptions and it led to another mistake. Angel read my last post about my heart hurting, and she was (rightfully so) angry. She was angry I assumed that she was using the time we did […]
Stop Overthinking, Stupid
That is what happened. and no, Angel didn’t call me stupid. I did, and rightfully so. I was overthinking, making assumptions and it led to another mistake. Angel read my last post about my heart hurting, and she was (rightfully so) angry. She was angry I assumed that she was using the time we did […]
I Watched Her Change
I have watched Angel change so much in the last few months. It isn’t in a way that I don’t know her, it is more “her”. She has been fighting for herself, trying to regain that self reliance and gain back her independence she gave up when we were together. Like she said, she never […]
