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You Never Stop Learning….
It is amazing how you can know someone for so long, and be so close and think you have an amazing grasp on certain things about them. I learned, last night, that you never stop learning about someone you love and are close too. The lesson didn’t come easy, and it sucked how it had …
What If I Fail?
I have spoken numerous times about the fear of the unknown. Both as a Dom and not as a Dom. As a Dom, there are many avenues you “could” fail at. During a Session, collar on with Angel, I only really “failed” one time. I owned it. I felt terrible for a short time, but …
Just Wanna Go Home…..
Have you ever just wanted to go home. Maybe it was a long business trip. Maybe it was a long road trip. But you eventually get to the point where you just want to go home. Home, for me, is more of a feeling than a place. I have lived where I am at for …
September, Maybe?
Just 48 hours ago, Angel and I were having another conversation about emotions and feelings. We discussed our relationship again, where I went wrong and what I have learned. It was actually very positive and productive, and not at all contentious. Even spots that were hard, we were frank and discussed it probably better than …
Somedays I Don’t Wanna Think
Ever have one of those days where every task, even simple, seems hard. Or like every decision is a headache and for no real reason. Not even in an angry or sad day. Just one of those “I don’t want to adult” days. Outside of some weird knee pain, it was a good day. A …
You Ever Hear a Song?
That song that sometimes says exactly what you feel? I have been feeling better and better, even still. Angel and I have been talking more normal, which has been amazing. Even this week, when she is crazy busy and we aren’t talking alot, it is still more normal. She is going out of her way …
“Can I Come Into The Out Now?”
When Angel sent me this today, I didn’t even think Angel meant this in regards how we interact when she sent that meme. I honestly thought it was a Covid-19 Meme about things not being open. Once Angel has her mind set on something, she usually doesn’t relent on it until she feels it is …
“I’m Glad You’re Doing OK”
Angel texted me again today, to check on me. I know she is worried, I know she is fully aware of how all of this hurts for me still. I know she cares enough to check on me. I guess, I am doing ok. I told her I was in so many words. But, it …
Unexpected Texts….
So, After this morning, and living in the land of lockdown stillm I knew I needed to get out of the house and spend some time thinking and greiving. So, I drove. for 8 or 9 hours. Halfway through Nevada, I turned around. I don’t know where I was headed, I just wanted to listen …
Mind of Sir 