Angel texted me again today, to check on me. I know she is worried, I know she is fully aware of how all of this hurts for me still. I know she cares enough to check on me. I guess, I am doing ok. I told her I was in so many words. But, it …
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Unexpected Texts….
So, After this morning, and living in the land of lockdown stillm I knew I needed to get out of the house and spend some time thinking and greiving. So, I drove. for 8 or 9 hours. Halfway through Nevada, I turned around. I don’t know where I was headed, I just wanted to listen …
And Then, She Was Gone…..
Hold dear to you whats most important. Don’t ever lose yourself, or it will cost you the most important person, it will cost you your love. Angel told me today that she needs to go for a while, maybe forever if we are being honest. I have to now accept that as a reality. I …
I Feel Her Pain, Still
It was a long weekend for Angel, emotionally. I knew she was emotionally off before the weekend came. I could tell by how limited she was in her texting and calls. I knew, just because I can still feel her when she is. Today, we talked about her emotions. How she is still angry at …
“Offisides”
I can almost hear the whitle and the referee yelling “Offsides” when I am about to say something to Angel, that I really can’t anymore. If I was her boyfriend, yes, but as a friend I cannot. So, like a player getting ahead of the puck (hockey refrence) I have to hold up, and let …
Mind of Sir 