Angel texted me again today, to check on me. I know she is worried, I know she is fully aware of how all of this hurts for me still. I know she cares enough to check on me.
I guess, I am doing ok. I told her I was in so many words. But, it is all right there, the emotions the abcess in my heart. I told her I wanted to text her like 20 times today, but it was like 100. I have to fight myself to stay out of her way and let her take this journey.
It sounded like she had a good day. I guess, that’s that most important. Her days need to get better and better until she feels like she is in a better place, and for her sake, I want nothing less.