If there is one thing having a lot of extra time causes, is reflection. I know I over think some things, and I do it alot. You can call it anxiety, call it whatever. But I tend to overthink when I stress or worry about certain things, not everything. Not physically moving faster and closer …
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I Feel Her Pain, Still
It was a long weekend for Angel, emotionally. I knew she was emotionally off before the weekend came. I could tell by how limited she was in her texting and calls. I knew, just because I can still feel her when she is. Today, we talked about her emotions. How she is still angry at …
She Hurts Too
Yesterday, Angel and I rehashed everything that happened leading up to the breakup. It is clear, she hasn’t forgiven me. I guess I can’t expect her too, a year of pain is alot to process. But, It got heated at times, she is still angry that I didn’t decide to change until I lost her, …
Fighting Yourself
I never really understood the term “fighting yourself” or “fighting myself” before December 2018. That was when my life started to take so many turns, and I was so convinced I could handle it all, and not break. I was so sure, because I felt I HAD to handle it, I felt like I had …