Truth bomb Sometimes you come across something that hits you like a Mack Truck. This hit me hard, this is Angel. I did take it for granted, but I know she is what I need.
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She Hurts Too
Yesterday, Angel and I rehashed everything that happened leading up to the breakup. It is clear, she hasn’t forgiven me. I guess I can’t expect her too, a year of pain is alot to process. But, It got heated at times, she is still angry that I didn’t decide to change until I lost her, …
I Watched Her Change
I have watched Angel change so much in the last few months. It isn’t in a way that I don’t know her, it is more “her”. She has been fighting for herself, trying to regain that self reliance and gain back her independence she gave up when we were together. Like she said, she never …
I Think I Saw Her
Angel sent me a picture today, a few actually. It is always great when I get to see Angel, and it doesn’t happen a whole lot lately. She knows I love seeing her, she knows how amazingly sexy I find her. She knows it makes my days. But, inside the picture I thought I saw …
The Drunk Test?
Well, in the past, I haven’t done well with a few cocktails in me and talking to Angel. From the stupid decisions to try and take submission back, to just trying to talk her back into being my girlfirend, and well, it always ends with me trying to get her back and breaking down in …
Soften This Old Armor….
I still listen to 46 and 2 alot. I have used it like an anthem for changing myself, everyday I feel better and better. Even after yesterday, being laid off, I feel good and strong. It is strange after being in such a shitty place, self imposed, how I can feel the positive again. Angel …
“Offisides”
I can almost hear the whitle and the referee yelling “Offsides” when I am about to say something to Angel, that I really can’t anymore. If I was her boyfriend, yes, but as a friend I cannot. So, like a player getting ahead of the puck (hockey refrence) I have to hold up, and let …
Matyrdom = Self Desctruction
So, by Definition being a martyr is to die rather then denounce your religion. So, the title of the article may seem redundent. But, I am speaking about the way we commonly use the phrase “being a martyr”. One who sacrifices them self, rather than dealing with something that is more beneficial to themself, or …
It’s a Thing
It started pretty early with Angel and I. We weren’t talking long before I started to have this weird “thing”. You see, at the time, Angel was dealing with a lot of hard things. Without details, some of them would be sudden and immediate. But, the more we talked, the more I had this “thing” …
She Is An Angel
She always was, from the minute I met her. She always was showing me the good in life, the happiness. She showed me undeserved love when I felt unlovable. She showed time and again she would endure the hardest things for me. She was a friend and my girl. She was the Angel that saved …
Mind of Sir 