I used to ask myself this, when Kitten and I first broke up. Then I realized they are one and the same. My “Baby” is Kitten, and Kitten is my “Baby”. I miss them both, but I can’t have Kitten without having my Baby, the woman she is, the woman I adore. We have talked …
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You Never Stop Learning….
It is amazing how you can know someone for so long, and be so close and think you have an amazing grasp on certain things about them. I learned, last night, that you never stop learning about someone you love and are close too. The lesson didn’t come easy, and it sucked how it had …
Finding the Good
Today was a decent day. It started off rough, no sleep and some other emotional reminders of where Kitten and I are right now. It is surely hard, when I don’t hear from her for a few hours at a time it is pretty lonely. It isn’t like this when things are “normal”, but now …
To Be There For Her
Today started off pretty good, actually. I didn’t sleep great, I actually had the nightmare I spoke of. Kitten didn’t sleep great either. But, the majority of the afternoon went well. We chatted here and there, when my phone wasn’t acting like a dick. But, overall it felt like a decent day. I tried to …
It’s The Little Things
It is funny how little things, or things that you had experienced on a daily basis, make a difference when you miss them. Yesterday, was I got a few of those “little things” in very different places, and all were appreciated. First, I got a lot of research done for the blog, reading and writing …
Fix yourself, Please
If you are reading any of my previous posts, you are seeing I am on this path of making things right and earning my Kitten back. The biggest step in that is, fixing me. So, if you are reading this, and you are on the same sort of path that I am on, here is …
I Denied Her Structure, and I Denied Her Me
“Dom’s are not super-human”
“Why are you crying?”
That was what my friend asked on the phone. So, I took Kittens advice, and spoke to a friend of mine who was not aware of any of what and transpired in my life with Kitten. He knows of her, and we had discussed basic relationship stuff, but he didn’t have any clue about the …
Mind of Sir 