I know I am not supposed to miss her still. I know that we gave it our best, even the last time, where we tried for this submission only relationship, where Kitten wasn’t my significant other and I wasn’t hers. I know the week or so we spent last time, was supposed to be just […]
Tag Archives: My Kitten
It Is Still Right There
When I started writing this blog, as many may know, it was about my BDSM relationship with Angel. Since then, it has become a weird therapeutic rant page. The last 6 months have been some of the most stressful and emotional time that I have lived in my life. But, through it all, that now […]
My Kitten, No More
A lot has been happening over the past few weeks, I am under quarintine for the Covid-19 virus, work has been crazy as a result of the covid-19 virus and life has been a whirl wind. Kitten has been still taking care of me, everyday. Checking on how I feel, and was the one who […]
She Needs Two Things
One of the things I have learned about Kitten, and maybe it took me too long, is that when she is mad or doesn’t understand something, she will need two things before she can get past it and then move on. I wish I understood this sooner, because I tried to fight it since I […]
The New Normal
If the last 2 and a half months have taught me anything, I have surely learned that change sometimes happens when you want it too or not. As much as we never want some things to change, it can and most likely will. Kitten and I have been using the term “The New Normal” whenever […]
They Are Called Dreams, For A Reason
Dreams are a funny thing. Both the literal ones, and the ones that are your hopes and wishes. Sometimes, they come together, and that can be, well alot to process. Last night, I was having a hard time falling asleep. My brain was everywhere, mostly on Kitten. But, also on my future, plans, goals and […]
I Don’t Want More Space
So, the last few weeks with everything between Kitten and I, I haven’t been talking about much unrelated to us with her. To be frank and honest, I didn’t really care about too much else. I was just focusing on us, because I was still trying to save something. Now that we are back to […]
When She is Sick
It is really hard not to be “Full Sir” or even “Kind of Sir” when Kitten is sick. Kitten has a sinus infection, nothing crazy. She told me it wasn’t so bad, so I know to add about 30% to how bad she says it is. Kitten has a high pain tolerance, and doesn’t whine […]
The Drink of Water
Yesterday was one of those odd days we have in life, schedule wise. I had to go into work much earlier than usual, and while the morning was ok, it was just a weird schedule for me. I got in, and was texting with Kitten after she woke up. She wasn’t feeling well, her sinus […]
Crafted Purgatory
I crafted my own purgatory, this place where I wait in an expiatory state. Waiting outside the gates where my heaven lies, staring inside and trying to find the key to the lock that was now there, andThe lock I forged with her pain. I can see inside, I can see her and I can […]
