Who Do You Miss More?

I used to ask myself this, when Kitten and I first broke up. Then I realized they are one and the same. My “Baby” is Kitten, and Kitten is my “Baby”. I miss them both, but I can’t have Kitten without having my Baby, the woman she is, the woman I adore. We have talked …

It Is Still Right There

When I started writing this blog, as many may know, it was about my BDSM relationship with Angel. Since then, it has become a weird therapeutic rant page. The last 6 months have been some of the most stressful and emotional time that I have lived in my life.  But, through it all, that now …

My Kitten, No More

A lot has been happening over the past few weeks, I am under quarintine for the Covid-19 virus, work has been crazy as a result of the covid-19 virus and life has been a whirl wind. Kitten has been still taking care of me, everyday. Checking on how I feel, and was the one who …

They Are Called Dreams, For A Reason

Dreams are a funny thing. Both the literal ones, and the ones that are your hopes and wishes. Sometimes, they come together, and that can be, well alot to process. Last night, I was having a hard time falling asleep. My brain was everywhere, mostly on Kitten. But, also on my future, plans, goals and …

I Don’t Want More Space

So, the last few weeks with everything between Kitten and I, I haven’t been talking about much unrelated to us with her. To be frank and honest, I didn’t really care about too much else. I was just focusing on us, because I was still trying to save something. Now that we are back to …

When She is Sick

It is really hard not to be “Full Sir” or even “Kind of Sir” when Kitten is sick. Kitten has a sinus infection, nothing crazy. She told me it wasn’t so bad, so I know to add about 30% to how bad she says it is. Kitten has a high pain tolerance, and doesn’t whine …