I hate feeling stagnant. I hate spinning my wheels waiting for something to happen. I can plan and prep all day, but until other things happen, I am just forced to wait. It is infuriating. This is the longest time of my life where I didn’t feel I was moving forward.
Waiting for everything else to fall into place sucks. I need it to, my. bank requirement and responsibilities demand it. I have everything else I CAN control in place. Now I just need the rest to move. It has been 2 years, it literally cost me so much and now the end of the waiting is looking closer, I am getting less patient.