My First go around as a Dom, I did alot of research. I also tried to use what I learned through research to try and better the bond between Kitten and I. When it came to homework, I was hit and miss. I was trying to do too much some days, and not enough on …
Know When Too Dom, And When Not Too
So, overall as Kitten and I venture down this new, and not so new, road of our Dom/Sub relationship it has gone better than imagined. It honestly, has been amazing. We are more happy and open about things, we are surely enjoying our roles together. But, given our history, there is some parts that can …
Kitten Makes Me Proud
The first few days of Kitten and I discussing, and moving back into a D/s relationship was not perfect. I knew there would be apprehension and fear on her part, I knew I would have stress on my part. I also knew, that she is an amazing submissive, that once she said she would try, …
Well, That Was Quick
So, not even 72 hours into Kitten agreeing to try with me again, I made a rather large mistake. It was a mistake, it wasn't intentional. Kitten knows both of these things, but it didn't change the fact that I did something without considering her first. I didn't ask her, I didn't discuss with her, …
I Am A Dom Again
Sort of, I got myself a Brat. My last Sub was a bit of a brat too, but this one is a little more of a brat, I think, and I really enjoy it. She is beautiful, and sexy and so far very obedient, even in her own bratty way. There is no relationship attachment. …
You Never Stop Learning….
It is amazing how you can know someone for so long, and be so close and think you have an amazing grasp on certain things about them. I learned, last night, that you never stop learning about someone you love and are close too. The lesson didn’t come easy, and it sucked how it had …
What If I Fail?
I have spoken numerous times about the fear of the unknown. Both as a Dom and not as a Dom. As a Dom, there are many avenues you "could" fail at. During a Session, collar on with Angel, I only really "failed" one time. I owned it. I felt terrible for a short time, but …
Not my Quote
"Every problem exists within a frame of mind which determines its available analysis and solutions. If that frame is narrowed, no matter how noble or ideological the intent, it is likely that the answers produced will be at variance with reality."Unknown
Just Wanna Go Home…..
Have you ever just wanted to go home. Maybe it was a long business trip. Maybe it was a long road trip. But you eventually get to the point where you just want to go home. Home, for me, is more of a feeling than a place. I have lived where I am at for …
September, Maybe?
Just 48 hours ago, Angel and I were having another conversation about emotions and feelings. We discussed our relationship again, where I went wrong and what I have learned. It was actually very positive and productive, and not at all contentious. Even spots that were hard, we were frank and discussed it probably better than …
