It’s Been A While

I don’t own the rights, I don’t make money. It is just a song to how I feel

And it’s been awhile Since I could hold my head up high

And it’s been awhile Since I first saw you

And it’s been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it’s been awhile Since I could call you

And everything I can’t remember As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I’ve rendered I’ve stretched myself beyond my means

And it’s been awhile Since I can say that I wasn’t addicted

And it’s been awhile Since I can say I love myself as well

And it’s been awhile Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it’s been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you

And everything I can’t remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I’ve rendered I’ve gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day!

And it’s been awhile Since I could look at myself straight

And it’s been awhile Since I said I’m sorry

And it’s been awhile Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face

And it’s been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can’t remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be

I know it’s me I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

And it’s been awhile Since I could hold my head up high

And it’s been awhile Since I said I’m sorry

I am sorry Kitten, I didn’t give you what you needed tonight……

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