She doesn’t know how I see her, sure I can tell her over and over again. I can tell her I marvel at her and how she is the most amazing woman ever, but she doesn’t know how much I mean it. I can tell her about her beauty, from her smile, to her amazing …
Tag Archives: Love
“I Love You and Miss You Too”
It’s funny how you take some things for granted, even when you don’t think you should and KNOW you shouldn’t. Being told “I miss you” was I guess on that list of things. Kitten always tells me she loves me. Up until last month, she regularly told me she missed me too. It is good …
Milestones in the Climb
Before you can finish a marathon or hike a mountain, you have to take the first step. That has been my mindset through the last few weeks, regarding earning trust back from Kitten. I knew this would be a long journey, and I am actually glad it is. It is making me appreciate so much …
The Strength of a Sub
“Listen to your sub and learn from my mistakes”
Thought of the Day
Pay attention!
Finding the Good
Today was a decent day. It started off rough, no sleep and some other emotional reminders of where Kitten and I are right now. It is surely hard, when I don’t hear from her for a few hours at a time it is pretty lonely. It isn’t like this when things are “normal”, but now …
You’re Mine – Disturbed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Trw1WiXjs0Q I always think of Kitten when I hear this song by Disturbed You see, When I met Kitten I was at the lowest point of my life. I had some good in my life (my kids), but I was struggling everywhere else. I was in a loveless marriage, I was (in my mind) aging, …
To Be There For Her
Today started off pretty good, actually. I didn’t sleep great, I actually had the nightmare I spoke of. Kitten didn’t sleep great either. But, the majority of the afternoon went well. We chatted here and there, when my phone wasn’t acting like a dick. But, overall it felt like a decent day. I tried to …
It’s The Little Things
It is funny how little things, or things that you had experienced on a daily basis, make a difference when you miss them. Yesterday, was I got a few of those “little things” in very different places, and all were appreciated. First, I got a lot of research done for the blog, reading and writing …
Fix yourself, Please
If you are reading any of my previous posts, you are seeing I am on this path of making things right and earning my Kitten back. The biggest step in that is, fixing me. So, if you are reading this, and you are on the same sort of path that I am on, here is …
Mind of Sir 