A lot has been happening over the past few weeks, I am under quarintine for the Covid-19 virus, work has been crazy as a result of the covid-19 virus and life has been a whirl wind. Kitten has been still taking care of me, everyday. Checking on how I feel, and was the one who …
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Called Out By a Meme
I wasnt expecting for a meme to attack me today, lol. S.L.
She Needs Two Things
One of the things I have learned about Kitten, and maybe it took me too long, is that when she is mad or doesn’t understand something, she will need two things before she can get past it and then move on. I wish I understood this sooner, because I tried to fight it since I …
The New Normal
If the last 2 and a half months have taught me anything, I have surely learned that change sometimes happens when you want it too or not. As much as we never want some things to change, it can and most likely will. Kitten and I have been using the term “The New Normal” whenever …
They Are Called Dreams, For A Reason
Dreams are a funny thing. Both the literal ones, and the ones that are your hopes and wishes. Sometimes, they come together, and that can be, well alot to process. Last night, I was having a hard time falling asleep. My brain was everywhere, mostly on Kitten. But, also on my future, plans, goals and …
Missing Kitten
Now, I do talk to her everyday. I do get that luxury, But I do miss MY Kitten. I miss my submissive Kitten. I miss holding her throat and making her orgasm intensely. I miss seeing my marks on her, I miss seeing my collar on her. The more and more I feel better, the …
In Different Places
Kitten and I have spent a majaority of our time together in different place, physically. Now, we are in different places emtionally. I am feeling so much better about myself, and I have learned alot through talking to Kitten, reflection and therapy. I am starting to feel more and more like myself, and that is …
Finally, I Can Compute
And it wasn’t soon enough. I missed writing regularly, and Kitten told me I say dumb things sometimes when I am not writing. I can not argue with her assessemnt based on recent History. I finally got a new Computer, well Chromebook. I decided it was a less expensive option and definetly did what I …
Blasting People in the Face (A metaphor)
I woke up yesterday and decided I needed to change some things back I let slide over the year. With all I need to do, I surely have let some parts of me go. The first thing, my attitude. I used to have a “no fucks given” attitude for everyone that didn’t deserve a fuck …
I Don’t Want More Space
So, the last few weeks with everything between Kitten and I, I haven’t been talking about much unrelated to us with her. To be frank and honest, I didn’t really care about too much else. I was just focusing on us, because I was still trying to save something. Now that we are back to …
Mind of Sir 