Before you can finish a marathon or hike a mountain, you have to take the first step. That has been my mindset through the last few weeks, regarding earning trust back from Kitten. I knew this would be a long journey, and I am actually glad it is. It is making me appreciate so much …
Tag Archives: Kitten
The Strength of a Sub
“Listen to your sub and learn from my mistakes”
Not Normally a Morning Person, But…..
Today, I woke up to an “I Love You” text from Kitten. We have been saying it right along, through all of the hard we have gone through. We do love each other, I know she loves me and I absolutely love her. But, I haven’t woke up to one of those in a while. …
Finding the Good
Today was a decent day. It started off rough, no sleep and some other emotional reminders of where Kitten and I are right now. It is surely hard, when I don’t hear from her for a few hours at a time it is pretty lonely. It isn’t like this when things are “normal”, but now …
You’re Mine – Disturbed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Trw1WiXjs0Q I always think of Kitten when I hear this song by Disturbed You see, When I met Kitten I was at the lowest point of my life. I had some good in my life (my kids), but I was struggling everywhere else. I was in a loveless marriage, I was (in my mind) aging, …
To Be There For Her
Today started off pretty good, actually. I didn’t sleep great, I actually had the nightmare I spoke of. Kitten didn’t sleep great either. But, the majority of the afternoon went well. We chatted here and there, when my phone wasn’t acting like a dick. But, overall it felt like a decent day. I tried to …
It’s The Little Things
It is funny how little things, or things that you had experienced on a daily basis, make a difference when you miss them. Yesterday, was I got a few of those “little things” in very different places, and all were appreciated. First, I got a lot of research done for the blog, reading and writing …
It Takes Two
Yesterday was a harder day in the afternoon. I woke up and felt good, I had got a call from Kitten early in the morning. She doesn’t have too call, not like before where it was part of her daily. But she chose too, for me even though she didn’t really feel like it and …
Fix yourself, Please
If you are reading any of my previous posts, you are seeing I am on this path of making things right and earning my Kitten back. The biggest step in that is, fixing me. So, if you are reading this, and you are on the same sort of path that I am on, here is …
The Chance
I have never wanted to right my wrongs so much in Life. I have never wanted to fix what I have broken so badly. I am determined to show my Kitten, that she is my Kitten. That I am her Sir. That if she forgives me and gives me a chance, I will protect her …
Mind of Sir 