I have made alot of strides about bettering myself over the last few months. Have I been perfect, no. But, I have been better and better and living my days to the best of my ability. 2 weeks ago, I was put under quarintine for Covid19 exposure. I had all the symptoms, tested negative and …
“Offisides”
I can almost hear the whitle and the referee yelling "Offsides" when I am about to say something to Angel, that I really can't anymore. If I was her boyfriend, yes, but as a friend I cannot. So, like a player getting ahead of the puck (hockey refrence) I have to hold up, and let …
Matyrdom = Self Desctruction
So, by Definition being a martyr is to die rather then denounce your religion. So, the title of the article may seem redundent. But, I am speaking about the way we commonly use the phrase "being a martyr". One who sacrifices them self, rather than dealing with something that is more beneficial to themself, or …
It’s a Thing
It started pretty early with Angel and I. We weren't talking long before I started to have this weird "thing". You see, at the time, Angel was dealing with a lot of hard things. Without details, some of them would be sudden and immediate. But, the more we talked, the more I had this "thing" …
She Is An Angel
She always was, from the minute I met her. She always was showing me the good in life, the happiness. She showed me undeserved love when I felt unlovable. She showed time and again she would endure the hardest things for me. She was a friend and my girl. She was the Angel that saved …
My Kitten, No More
A lot has been happening over the past few weeks, I am under quarintine for the Covid-19 virus, work has been crazy as a result of the covid-19 virus and life has been a whirl wind. Kitten has been still taking care of me, everyday. Checking on how I feel, and was the one who …
Called Out By a Meme
I wasnt expecting for a meme to attack me today, lol. S.L.
My Phone, My Tether
Kitten isn't the only reason I am really attached to my phone, but my relatioship with her surely added on to it. I am trying to be better about not holding it constantly, but it is a weird thether to let go of. I need it for work, personal life and numerous other things. Being …
She Needs Two Things
One of the things I have learned about Kitten, and maybe it took me too long, is that when she is mad or doesn't understand something, she will need two things before she can get past it and then move on. I wish I understood this sooner, because I tried to fight it since I …
Watch “More Than You’ll Ever Know (Video Version)” on YouTube
This speaks volumes. Some days are harder than others. I know I am a pain, and I know I made things difficult. This song gets me everytime, and speaks volumes.
Mind of Sir 