That phrase normally ends with “In with the new”. Maybe that part will come later, but for now Angel and I have been doing a lot individually to try and purge some of the “old” individually. Some of it is emotions, some of it is thoughts and some of it is actually material things. Angel …
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Out With The Old…..
That phrase normally ends with “In with the new”. Maybe that part will come later, but for now Angel and I have been doing a lot individually to try and purge some of the “old” individually. Some of it is emotions, some of it is thoughts and some of it is actually material things. Angel …
It’s Not What You Say….
It’s how you say it, as the old phrase goes. Sometimes inflection and emotion are more than the words themselves. Sometimes, it is just that little “something” in the way you speak that makes a difference. Angel and I talked on the phone alot today. More than we have, in months. It was nice and …
Work Your Core
Values…work your core values. Remember who you are and if you love someone, the promises you made to them. If you are falling short, tell them. Remind yourself that whatever you are going through, it temporary. Stay true to yourself and you will be true to those you love. Be fierce when you need to …
Looking in the Mirror
If there is one thing having a lot of extra time causes, is reflection. I know I over think some things, and I do it alot. You can call it anxiety, call it whatever. But I tend to overthink when I stress or worry about certain things, not everything. Not physically moving faster and closer …
My Heart Hurts
I always know when Angel and I go through a disagreement or I make a mistake, she pulls back that much further. This weekend must have cost me phone calls. I was still getting a phone call most days. Just to say hi and hear each others voice. She know, like with pictures, hearing her …
Being A Better Friend
Two nights ago, I was having a good night. I had time alone, I had got a nice steak, made a few Dark Manhattans (Angel turned me onto them) and a cigar. I had been trying to “treat” myself a little more. Angel pointed out a while ago that I never do anything for myself, …
I Used Too….
I used to be able to make Angel happy. The last week, she has really been upset and depressed. I know we have talked, and I hope it has helped. But, I miss the days when I could put that smile on her face, that when everything else sucked, I could be her happy, her …
I Feel Her Pain, Still
It was a long weekend for Angel, emotionally. I knew she was emotionally off before the weekend came. I could tell by how limited she was in her texting and calls. I knew, just because I can still feel her when she is. Today, we talked about her emotions. How she is still angry at …
When A Post Hits Hard…
Truth bomb Sometimes you come across something that hits you like a Mack Truck. This hit me hard, this is Angel. I did take it for granted, but I know she is what I need.