I have never wanted to right my wrongs so much in Life. I have never wanted to fix what I have broken so badly. I am determined to show my Kitten, that she is my Kitten. That I am her Sir. That if she forgives me and gives me a chance, I will protect her …
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Have You Ever?
Have you ever met “the one”. The one who you know makes life worth living. The one who’s very presence takes your breath away? Have you ever stopped short and thought “What did I every do right to deserve this?”, The one who submits and you get to love her the way she deserves? This …
It’s Been Awhile – Staind
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ It’s been awhileSince I couldn’tHold my head up highAnd it’s been awhileSince I first saw youAnd it’s been awhileSince I could standOn my own two feet againAnd it’s been awhileSince I could call youAnd all the things I can’t rememberAs fucked up as it all may seemThe consequences that are renderedI stretch myself beyond …
I Used to be Her Escape
“I am going to go, I need some food and started watching the Witcher. It’s pretty good. I just need some quiet, my brain is screaming for it” Kittten I used to be that quiet. I used to be that escape, now today after a night of bad dreams, I can’t be trusted to be …
“I Don’t Need You to Protect Me”
Kitten said that that a few days ago, when I was trying to explain to her the things I wanted to do for her. She was right, she doesn’t need protection. I have said before, Kitten is strong, fierce, smart and brave. She is a force to be contended with, she is a power house. …
In My Arms
I talked to Kitten this morning. We went over everything I talked to my friend about yesterday. While she seemed happy I actually listened for once, she asked what happened that I shut down and walked away emotional for a year. Then She got upset because she knew she gave me everything I needed, and …
“Why are you crying?”
That was what my friend asked on the phone. So, I took Kittens advice, and spoke to a friend of mine who was not aware of any of what and transpired in my life with Kitten. He knows of her, and we had discussed basic relationship stuff, but he didn’t have any clue about the …
“I Was a Good Kitten”
Where I went wrong as sir, as a man and as a friend.
Sometimes, We Aren’t Strong Enough to Listen
The hardest lesson I have learned as a dominant is that we aren’t and can’t be strong all the time of we doubt ourselves and stop listening to the one we are supposed to protect and love. It cost me my submissive. Not because she saw me as weak, but because I didn’t turn to …
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Caring For Kitten
“She deserves to be adored”~Sir My Kitten I have talked before about subspace and drop, this isn’t about that. No, this entry is about making sure that you are caring about all aspects of your submissive. I think, as a dominant, you try and find the balance between being dominate in the way your submissive …
Mind of Sir 