https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=araU0fZj6oQ It’s been awhileSince I couldn’tHold my head up highAnd it’s been awhileSince I first saw youAnd it’s been awhileSince I could standOn my own two feet againAnd it’s been awhileSince I could call youAnd all the things I can’t rememberAs fucked up as it all may seemThe consequences that are renderedI stretch myself beyond …
Author Archives: mindofsir
I Used to be Her Escape
“I am going to go, I need some food and started watching the Witcher. It’s pretty good. I just need some quiet, my brain is screaming for it” Kittten I used to be that quiet. I used to be that escape, now today after a night of bad dreams, I can’t be trusted to be …
“I Don’t Need You to Protect Me”
Kitten said that that a few days ago, when I was trying to explain to her the things I wanted to do for her. She was right, she doesn’t need protection. I have said before, Kitten is strong, fierce, smart and brave. She is a force to be contended with, she is a power house. …
In My Arms
I talked to Kitten this morning. We went over everything I talked to my friend about yesterday. While she seemed happy I actually listened for once, she asked what happened that I shut down and walked away emotional for a year. Then She got upset because she knew she gave me everything I needed, and …
“Why are you crying?”
That was what my friend asked on the phone. So, I took Kittens advice, and spoke to a friend of mine who was not aware of any of what and transpired in my life with Kitten. He knows of her, and we had discussed basic relationship stuff, but he didn’t have any clue about the …
“I Was a Good Kitten”
Where I went wrong as sir, as a man and as a friend.
Sometimes, We Aren’t Strong Enough to Listen
The hardest lesson I have learned as a dominant is that we aren’t and can’t be strong all the time of we doubt ourselves and stop listening to the one we are supposed to protect and love. It cost me my submissive. Not because she saw me as weak, but because I didn’t turn to …
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Caring For Kitten
“She deserves to be adored”~Sir My Kitten I have talked before about subspace and drop, this isn’t about that. No, this entry is about making sure that you are caring about all aspects of your submissive. I think, as a dominant, you try and find the balance between being dominate in the way your submissive …
Dropping From Space
Aftercare is not a job, it is an honor and my duty to Kitten~Sir! As my Kitten and I were learning more and more about our amazing relationship and our Dom/Sub relationship, we knew we had to learn all we could. Well, Kitten knew that and I agreed when she told me. We knew we …
“Baby, You’re a Sadist”
Pointy Wheel of Love As you start down the road of BDSM you learn a lot about yourself. Often times, however, you learn more from your significant other. Kitten has helped me learn, and even taught me things about myself I never knew. Like, I AM A SADIST. Now, as most of you may know, …
