Now, Over several posts I have explained a lot of what has happened between Kitten and I. I am also working on an article about losing your confidence as a man and “Dom” and how destructive it is. But, today after another long discussion with Kitten, I thought about the stages of grief and loss. …
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When She is Sick
It is really hard not to be “Full Sir” or even “Kind of Sir” when Kitten is sick. Kitten has a sinus infection, nothing crazy. She told me it wasn’t so bad, so I know to add about 30% to how bad she says it is. Kitten has a high pain tolerance, and doesn’t whine …
Kryptonite – 3 Doors Down
Well, I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mindI left my body lying somewhere in the sands of timeBut I watched the world float to the dark side of the moonI feel there’s nothing I can do, yeah, I watched the world float to the dark side of the moonAfter all …
Crafted Purgatory
I crafted my own purgatory, this place where I wait in an expiatory state. Waiting outside the gates where my heaven lies, staring inside and trying to find the key to the lock that was now there, andThe lock I forged with her pain. I can see inside, I can see her and I can …
I’m Both of These, Ask Kitten
I hide in her when I have too I cant ever take my eyes off her, she is that hot!
“I Love You and Miss You Too”
It’s funny how you take some things for granted, even when you don’t think you should and KNOW you shouldn’t. Being told “I miss you” was I guess on that list of things. Kitten always tells me she loves me. Up until last month, she regularly told me she missed me too. It is good …
Finding the Good
Today was a decent day. It started off rough, no sleep and some other emotional reminders of where Kitten and I are right now. It is surely hard, when I don’t hear from her for a few hours at a time it is pretty lonely. It isn’t like this when things are “normal”, but now …
Thought of the Day
Forget the Mistake, Remember the Lesson
You’re Mine – Disturbed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Trw1WiXjs0Q I always think of Kitten when I hear this song by Disturbed You see, When I met Kitten I was at the lowest point of my life. I had some good in my life (my kids), but I was struggling everywhere else. I was in a loveless marriage, I was (in my mind) aging, …
It’s The Little Things
It is funny how little things, or things that you had experienced on a daily basis, make a difference when you miss them. Yesterday, was I got a few of those “little things” in very different places, and all were appreciated. First, I got a lot of research done for the blog, reading and writing …
Mind of Sir 