One of the things I have learned about Kitten, and maybe it took me too long, is that when she is mad or doesn’t understand something, she will need two things before she can get past it and then move on. I wish I understood this sooner, because I tried to fight it since I […]
This speaks volumes. Some days are harder than others. I know I am a pain, and I know I made things difficult. This song gets me everytime, and speaks volumes.
If the last 2 and a half months have taught me anything, I have surely learned that change sometimes happens when you want it too or not. As much as we never want some things to change, it can and most likely will. Kitten and I have been using the term “The New Normal” whenever […]
Breaking Bad Habits It Takes 21 days to make a good habit. 21 days to break a bad habit. I have been on this path if bettering myself. I have been over 21 days, I don’t really have the exact day, but it is over 21. I have felt the change in many ways, and […]
Epitome of me lately.
Dreams are a funny thing. Both the literal ones, and the ones that are your hopes and wishes. Sometimes, they come together, and that can be, well alot to process. Last night, I was having a hard time falling asleep. My brain was everywhere, mostly on Kitten. But, also on my future, plans, goals and […]
Now, I do talk to her everyday. I do get that luxury, But I do miss MY Kitten. I miss my submissive Kitten. I miss holding her throat and making her orgasm intensely. I miss seeing my marks on her, I miss seeing my collar on her. The more and more I feel better, the […]
Kitten and I have spent a majaority of our time together in different place, physically. Now, we are in different places emtionally. I am feeling so much better about myself, and I have learned alot through talking to Kitten, reflection and therapy. I am starting to feel more and more like myself, and that is […]
And it wasn’t soon enough. I missed writing regularly, and Kitten told me I say dumb things sometimes when I am not writing. I can not argue with her assessemnt based on recent History. I finally got a new Computer, well Chromebook. I decided it was a less expensive option and definetly did what I […]
We all need to listen more… Sometimes you don’t have to say the words, to say it. Sometimes we overlook the attention we are given. Sometimes we don’t realize those simple questions mean so much more. S.L.